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Friday, October 29, 2010

No Leave it To Beaver

The Cleaver Family



No Leave it to Beaver

Summer, I lie in my bedroom in an ordinary 1950's neighborhood.
Yellow, second floor, hot in summer, screen windows open, ready
access to sights and sounds up and down the block.

Next door neighbor Howie drives into his driveway late again,
another night of carousing, cheats on his wife, everyone knows,
and one day Roseanne cried as she explained her black eye.

Larry and Margaret, on the other side, have no children, but have dogs
and sometimes wild parties. The priest visits, says they should
have children, as if it was his business. Those were the days..

Teen-aged Jackie across the street sits in a car with a boy again.
One time she lived away from home for a few months, no explanation,
no questions asked, but she would graduate with her high school class.

Down the block Charles is twenty-five years older than Virginia.
Two sons, both with different features. Younger son born when Charles
was sixty-five looks like the children of the florist who often visits.

The bedroom is hot. If only I could sleep. I wish life really was like
it is in Leave it to Beaver. Every house has a story I can see from
my window. Here comes another car. I'll see where it goes.

Masquerade



(for Writers Island - prompt: masquerade)

Masquerade

Halloween disguise
who will she impersonate
where will she party?

Cowgirl or hippie
which role to assume this year
old dreams resurrect.

Beneath masquerade
there is a toothless demon
the mask will remain.

Werewolf is present
conceals jagged white teeth
beneath faux fur cape.

Her smile is facade
inside she is heartsick
despite outer glow.

Her costume the clown
bright red lips with pointed hat
conceals pointed head.

She walks down the street
among ghosts and werewolves
does she notice you?

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Fear





(Poets United Prompt - fear)

Fear

Witches, ghouls, goblins, and werewolves are small stuff.

Bring on cancer, Alzheimers, Parkinsons, Lou Gehrigs,

an auto accident, a fall downstairs, multiple sclerosis,

all real fears as Halloween approaches

and fears that will remain when Halloween passes by!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Life and Death


(Mag 38)

Life and Death

Life,
where did you go?
You were over in a blink of the eye.
All that remains of me is dust,
a crumbling gravestone, and my spirit
that floats above my lonely grave.

Where are they who said they
would tend my grave when I was gone?
Family and friends who professed to care
when there was something to be gained?
Surely there must be just one who
can look after my simple grave.

Is it you?


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Yellow Brick Road




Yellow Brick Road

"Just follow the yellow brick road" -- Wizard of Oz

I searched for the Yellow Brick Road,
thought I found it in my backyard,
but when I thought I was close it was
a mirage that would only disappear
when I thought I was so very near.

I searched for the Yellow Brick Road,
thought I spied it on the horizon,
but when I walked in its direction
until I dropped in exhaustion,
I was unable to reach the elusive destination..

I searched for the Yellow Brick Road
until I realized it does not exist.
There is no path to take, except
the path I forge myself, through
thicket and brambles and thorns.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Mystery



Mystery

The sun reflects on the ocean
tonight as it is about to set.
The ocean is more vast than ever.
Its depth and its breadth astound me.

Its waves, like fingers, reach in all directions,
and as I watch the waves I contemplate
the mysteries contained beneath the reflection.
These waters were used by the ancients
who traveled one island to another.

I squint my eyes, can almost see them
in their outrigger canoes, sleek and fast.
Strong men with paddles that move in unison.
Soundless. The outriggers glide past.

No longer squinting, I wave. The ocean fingers
wave back to me. I'm curious if the ancients ever
squinted into their ocean and could see me
standing here, right here, in the distance
just out of reach. I wonder if they waved,
if I waved back.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Journey


(Writers Island prompt - emerge)


Journey

I walk sad, tears flow down my face,
the ocean my companion at my side.
I escape into waves, surf them wild,
toss hair to wind, stay above water, strong.
I breathe into the waves absorb them.
They absolve me, but I cannot shake free..

Sun warms my arms, doesn't penetrate despair.
I pluck a plumeria from the place it thrives,
place it in my hair. Its beauty now short-lived,
it will wither like me. Beauty surrounded
by tears. I look for the resurrection
in this scene.

I arrive at the market, the same destination
each journey has, with choices to make.
Mangos, papaya, lychee, starfruit. I select
some of each to take home. I will savor
sweet ripe fruits while I can. I must emerge
one more time from tears.


Friday, October 22, 2010

A Ghostly Happening


(For Big Tent Poetry)

A Ghostly Happening

We often played Starlight Moonlight
Do you see the Ghost tonight
when it
was dark. No one expected to see a ghost,
but one time a ghost appeared. We screamed,

ran as fast as we could. I was never so afraid in
my life. I always knew ghosts were pretend,
but this ghost that chased us was so real.
Later my mother told us she was the ghost.

She smiled and laughed about the old sheet
she wore to form the ghost. I laughed too then,
had not thought my mother would do such a
thing. I didn't tell her I was really truly scared!

Betrayal

Betrayal


Betrayal stings. it happens
unexpected out of nowhere
someone I trusted, liked,
out of the blue stabs me
in the jugular, presents me
as I am not, goads me,
defames me, gloats in malicious
words which no one protests
so they continue.. Silence.
I feel like the person in New
York who has been beat up,
left on the street for dead,
and everyone walks by.
No one wants to get involved.
I stand alone, hurt. If I speak
I am slapped again. And
everyone watches. Silent.
New York again. I choose
not to speak. Cannot endure
the pain. If I say nothing,
it will perhaps go away.
I choose to say nothing.
It is easier that way; but
I feel betrayed, not only
by the one who speaks
but by the silence. And
now I am silent too.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Happy


        Happy

He works hard in his yard
alongside his watchful wife
who stands right beside him
directs every move he makes.

He used to drive his car
but doesn't drive anymore.
He used to take long walks,
now doesn't go out alone

If you wave, he'll wave back.
If you ask him a question,
the answer he gives you
may or may not make sense.

He enjoys life, is happy,
more happy than most,
has no cares in his world,
but won't remember your name.

But what's the harm in that?

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Mirrors


(Written for Magpie Tales)


Mirrors

Mirrors reflect minutia
windblown hair, a frown
scar, chipped tooth,
wrinkled shirt, faded jeans,
designer labels, smart
smart hat tilted right,
expensive jewelry
glitz and bling.

Where is the mirror
that reflects spirit,
compassion, kindness,
perseverance, heart?
The mirror that shows
what goes on behind
the exterior facade?

Let Me Be the One

Let Me Be the One


Let me be the one who inspires you
to do what you might not have done.
Let me be the one who walks the path first
so that you will then comfortably follow,
even surpass what I have done

Let me be the one who accepts you
when you find it hard to accept yourself.
Let me be the one who tells you that
whatever you have done is all right
in fact perfect in my caring eyes.

Change


Change

Just when you think life is set
something happens to set you
on an unexpected course.

There is no such thing as a
fixed place in life. Every day
moves you one direction

or another and your body
ages one moment at a time.
Sometimes you look back,

wonder how you arrived at
the place you are now.
It is somewhere you didn't

know you wanted to go,
but then in the end
it all makes perfect sense.

There is no going back,
and you wait mouth open
for what's around the corner.

.

Crossroads


(Inspired by We Write Poetry)

Crossroads


Where will it lead?
I don't know
no idea
stuck in today
afraid of tomorrow
left or right
straight ahead
standing still
no one is pleased
wheels spin
crowd roars
tears and fears
no answer.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Unleashed Anger

Written for Writers Island:  "Unleashed"



Unleashed Anger

Unleashed anger
bubbles, ferments,
constricts heart
inflames lungs.

Nerves tense to snap
fist clenches to strike.
teeth brace to bite
legs tighten to run.

Adrenalin flows circular
churns, turns, devours,
deadens, kills slowly
with unspoken words.



Thursday, October 14, 2010

Children of the Future



Children of the Future


My grandchildren are children of the future.
If you look at them you may  wonder
what color they are. You cannot easily tell,
they wil leave you guessing. Trust me,

people have all sorts of ideas. In reality,
if one has to label people by skin color,
two are half Asian, some white, some black.
Two are half Asian, half Hispanic. All

beautiful children, all beautiful people,
children who don't notice racial differences.
They are children who play with children.
They don't even see I am only white,

but see me as grandmother, one who cares.
I hope they are never hurt by people
who think color of skin matters.
I hope it is a long time before they even

notice a difference. I hope the world
will learn from children like them, that
all colors will blend beautifully, get along.

Bold Advances


(A Big Tent Wordle  --  I used all the words.)


Bold Advances

Purple is the color of the
kiss he gives me as I stand
drooping upon the crystal
staircase holding a
gourd by a hook.
You are a doll, he says
with  bitter voice as he
begins to extract his mouth
from my glossy lips just as I ,
pluck his sinister brow
and throw him into the
muddy abyss.
SPLAT!


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

What is Given, What is Not Given?

I wrote this yesterday!  It works well, I think, for this week's Magpie..with the open window/open door theme. Have to keep things in life fresh!


What is Given, What is Not Given?


What is Given?
flowers, love,
a listening ear,
time to talk,
advice sought,
a helping hand,
a smile, hug,
an open door.

What is Given?
an angry retort,
unwanted advice,
unwanted help,
a mean look, a frown,
a spiteful or sarcastic
comment, a closed door.

What is not Given
could be the same.
What do you want to
be remembered for?

What People Do



What People Do


More and more I appreciate the simple things.
I walk in the park, alone among people
who also walk in the park among trees.
The leaves, once green, float to the ground
one at a time, cover the walks, the grass..
I pass through them, brown and brittle, strive to
kick them, step on them, hear them crunch.
Nothing is important, people have tasks:
wake, work, sleep, wake, play, sleep
Nothing is different: cycles, life, routine,
death, kicking leaves, alone with others.
More and more I realize what people do.
And what people do is the same.

Animals I have an Affinity To

I have written two poems for We Write Poems.  The first is Gazelle, and the second is Coyote.  I have an identification with both animals, for different reasons!   Of course, the animals that I love the most are my pet dogs, but I decided to write in a different direction. Enjoy.


Gazelle


I am Gazelle    
sleek, swift
must run fast
or will be killed
by cheetah or lion.
I strive to stay alive                       
not always easy
but I hear, see, smell
dangers around me,
can outrun most all.
I must stay alert,
eyes open always,
cannot rest easy,
especially when I
protect my young.
I want to live, my
young to live.
I will run fast.
I am Gazelle.



Coyote

I am Proud Coyote
a survivor above all.
It is my nature to
move place to place
as I have to                
alone or in my pack
it doesn't matter
I persevere, I must
I eat what I find,
live where I can,
see, smell, hear
evade danger.
You will never see me
but may hear me howl.
Coyote Proud I am.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Contentment



Contentment


I sit at my computer
think about poetry
about nothing else
no care in the world
no worries
no tomorrow
only poetry
contentment.

I take a walk with Tulip
my dog who loves to walk
I love to walk with her
she is joyful, energetic
so am I.

All I need to do is finished
time is all mine now
I breathe, relax, feel free
life is good today
contentment.

I think about reading a book
even if I don't do it
I think about it anyway
might even do it
and that feels good.

I walk the treadmill
at the YMCA as I
watch The View on TV
and pay attention to
the Hot Topics of today
and feel good that
I walk fast rather
than sit.

We have a good meal
the salad I make
the main course she makes
we enjoy it together
contentment.

I watch my granddaughter
as she plays with dolls
engages in fantasy
talks to herself and them
as if all was real
and maybe it is.

I can sleep tonight
don't have to rise at an
early hour tomorrow
I know I can sleep late
if I want to, even if I
know I won't
contentment.

And now, dear readers, I am wondering what is one thing that is 'contentment' to you?  Share with me in the comments. Thank you for reading.

A Lesson


Written for Writers Island. Prompt: Envision

             A Lesson

Remember, you who care about the past,
take more heed of your present and future.
Life is today and tomorrow, not in ghosts
of yesterday. Embrace your present as you
envision future. The past is unchangeable,
a book that has gone to press, no revisions     
possible. Do not be trapped within its pages.
Look forward, not backward. Lessons learned
or teachings ignored may influence your life
today, but are not today. Live now to the fullest
and your body and mind will stay forever young.


Thursday, October 7, 2010

Question Without Answer

Poet Quincy Troupe in his book Weather Reports has a poem "It All Boils Down." I used the first two lines of his poem, which I have italicized, to go off in my own direction. (For Big Tent Poetry)





Question Without Answer

It all boils down to a question
of what anything is done for
why I get up in the morning
eat breakfast, open curtains,
note the weather, take a walk,
drive somewhere, do something,
a lot of nothing, busy though,
pretend life is important somehow.
Why not just stay in bed
dream the day away, watch
television, stay cozy warm.
I think about that sometime.
What is it all about this life,
what all matters, who cares,
who would miss me or know
if I spent the day in bed or
my drapes did not open
or my grass grew long, if
my car did not go in and out
of my garage. It really does
all boil down to a question,
without an easy answer.

Complaint Department


I wrote this for Poets United.  We had to write a 'grumbling' poem.  I take the fifth on most of the grumbles below.  However, I DO claim the tar on the tires and the furnace that didn't work!  Other than that, I hope you will enjoy my tongue in cheek!

Complaint Department

Some days it's hard
to get out of bed with
all the things to do.

Coffee, eat breakfast,
dishes into dishwasher,
you get the picture. Then

there are too many TV
choices and then the
telephone rings, and

I just can't hang up.
I have to be polite to those
who phone, and there's

grocery shopping, and I
needed new shoes, and
the furnace didn't work.

I called a repairman and
then wait wait wait. I ran
my car over tar in the road

and I thought I had a flat tire
and stopped three times
because it bumped along;

I guess the tar will come off
in a month if I can stand it.
I had to eat lunch and load

the cursed dishwasher again
then the neighbor came to visit
and the dog had to be walked.

I ramble, but you know what
I really wanted to do was
sit and write poetry but now

it's time for dinner and I
will have load the dishwasher
after I kick it and watch TV

if I can stay awake for Dancing
with the Stars. I'm exhausted, but
I'll write poetry tomorrow

if I have time in the day. No one
told me life would be like this
or I might not have opted in.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

A Perfect Autumn Day


(for We Write Poems prompt and Magpie Tales)

A Perfect Autumn Day

Choose an October day, particularly crisp
combine with warm sweatshirt and blue jeans
add a block of time and energy du jour
to orange, red, and yellow
dashed with green and brown.

Season with apple cider and pumpkin pie
prepare to serve with warm crusty bread
whisk sunlight and a breeze together,
add an energetic dog or two to the mix
along a winding path through the woods.

Simmer for as many hours as possible
add a zest for life, a pinch of laughter
combine with smiles, a dream or two
perhaps a ghost, goblin, or skeleton
eat heartily, and savor each bite.


Saturday, October 2, 2010

Not Your Fault




Not Your Fault


I didn't say it was your fault
I said I was blaming you
as I have to blame someone,
after all it can't be me.
who is at fault for all the
flaws I have today and
hate to admit to anyone.

You are deceased
and will never ever know
so if I say it is all your fault
and somehow you can hear,
don't pay any attention, and
anyway I didn't mean it.

The Last Thing



The Last Thing


The last thing I want to do is hurt you
but it is still on the list.

I don't want it to be on the list
but it is still there mostly

because I can't help myself
sometime when I am frustrated

or I go back into my childlike self
where it is all about me

and I lash out with angry words
when tired, stressed, running behind.

If I hurt you I feel horrible, so please
take the option off the list.

Soar


Soar

Chill is in the air
frost is on the ground
days are shorter now
orange leaves abound.

The pond is freezing over
the sky is filled with grey
my body grows stronger
as food source goes away.

              so

It is time for me to soar
to the south I'll fly so high
soar, soar, soar, soar
in the V-shape in the sky.

Soar Soar soar, soar
I'll rest in fields on the way
take my time on the journey
but will return one spring day.

(Written for Writers Island prompt - soar)