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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Nine Lanturnes

Nine Lanturnes

Dreams
may not
come to pass,
but then again they
might.

Love
is good
while it lasts.
Take many photos
now.

Moon
will not
remember
later that I
cried.

Dog
cuddles,
infringes
on all of my
space.

Time
passes
as it will.
It is hard to
age.

Dance
today,
tomorrow
the music may
die.

Sleep
all night
if you can.
If you cannot,
write.

Friends
always
there for me.
as I am for
them

Wake
early,
live each day.
It may be your
last.

These short poems are examples of a poetry form called the lanturne, which I learned about on Margo Roby's Wordgathering.  The poems have five lines.  First line has one syllable, second line has two, third line three, fourth line four, and fifth line one.  Thank you, Margo.  These were fun.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Happy Birthday to Me!



My Birthday

Today, August 29,  is my birthday,
happy birthday to me, thank you.
It doesn't impact me much,
no real reason to celebrate.
The day passes as any other day.

I can't believe how old I am.
Who can ever believe how old they are?
I think of myself as many years younger
and I look in the mirror and see myself
at, hmmmm, say forty, a reasonable age.

What is age anyway? I used to think
I knew when Mom and Dad were old,
but I will outlive both of them
still wear blue jeans,shorts, t-shirt, young,
long after I thought them old.

Am I sad? Only a little.
I hate the passing of days, months, years,
but I have to celebrate my achievement
and gifts of connections that bless me,
including my connection with YOU!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

No Umbrellas


No Umbrellas

She didn't believe in umbrellas
would rather rain run down her face

I follow her lead, rain is the tears
I do not often shed...for her.



(This poem was written for Magpie Tales 80, where the prompt was the picture above.)

Love is Like a River



Love is Like a River

Going downstream is a breeze.
Easy, we smile and laugh,
put our feet in the water,
no need to paddle,
life jackets not needed.
We flow freely on our own,
know this is the right place,
we live in the right time,
savor the day, toast happiness,
believe it will last forever.

Paddling upstream, well,
who ever plans to go upstream?
Fighting the current is hard,
almost insurmountable at times.
We still try to smile, laugh,
but now wish for life jackets.
We try hard to have faith,
but it's harder now to continue.
We have no energy to toast,
realize there is no forever.

Carry on Tuesday this week had the prompt "Love is like a river."  The poem above is written in response.

My Muse



My Muse

With writing I'm often obsessed.
My muse won't let me rest.
She is often quite a pest,
keeps me too close to my nest.

So often she devises a quest,
continues topics to suggest,
welcome or unwelcome guest,
but so much time to invest

My muse drives me, revives me,
but, alas, she will not survive me.

(This was written for Sunday Scribblings #282 where the topic was muse.)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

The Trunk

The Trunk

Dust gathers in the trunk,
cloaks the residue of truths
long hidden away by one
who lied to save his skin.

He turns the key to view
letters, pictures, gold vessels
which hold silver coins of
fervent love never revealed

The breeze blows, it always has.
It doesn't matter to him any more
One last look, and he casts fate to wind,
watches the river sweep memories away.

(This poem was written for The Sunday Whirl for August 28.  The words were residue, turns, skins, truth, dust, trunk, matter, breeaze, cloak, vessel, sweeps, fervent.  I used all of them in one form or another.)

A Place With a View


A Place With a View

Life is a labyrinth.
You ramble first one way
then another, wind through
the maze which shifts
with each turn as you twist,
swerve, never return
to where you were before.

You discover a back entrance,
come upon a place with a view
of all you left behind,
but there is no door.
Frantic, you scream,
pound fists on the window
of your old life, but no one
there hears you, sees you.

Despondent, you are destined
to move on, continue to weave,
wander the labyrinth until you
discover yet another back entrance,
another window with a view
of all you left behind. Again
you shout, wave hands, pound,
but no one looks your way.

Disheartened, you walk on,
until you tire of walking forward,
instead choose to leave the path,
lie down between stalks of sustenance
in the darkest corner of the labyrinth
where you rest peacefully alone,
forever surrounded by all memories
you had wished to relive.

(Written for Imaginary Gardens With Real Toads where the prompt was to "allow ourselves to become lost in the maze of language, magic, and endless possibilities" and also for dVerse Poetry where  Brian's prompt was to share what you see what your third eye!)






  

Friday, August 26, 2011

Politics as Usual



Politics as Usual

In today's world
one must adapt
to the reality
that many lie
to gain advantage.
Whatever it takes!

As misleading words
glide so smoothly
through smiling teeth,
foul breath oozes
overpowers opposition
before facade can crack.

(This is my second contribution this week to  Three Word Wednesday, where the words to be used were glide, adapt, lie.  This is a much different poem than my earllier one written a few days ago.)

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Always Looking Up


Always Looking Up

She taught me to always look up.
Though she had Parkinson's disease,
she dreamed of future, had no illusions.
She is my role model, I love her for that.

I can still hear her saying she had to
verbalize her worst fear, Parkinsons,
and if she did this it wouldn't be true
but it was true. I cried. She cried too.

But she fought long and hard,
didn't roll over to her diagnosis
She always looked up, thought future,
taught me much by her living, dying.

(This was written for Poetry JamAnd thank you, Diane, for the inspiration.)

Something Stinks



Something Stinks

Unappetizing smells
armpits without deodrant,
dirty underwear, rotting fruit,
garlic breath, a dead rat.

So often we pretend to ignore
unsavory smells, thus I admire
my three-year-old granddaughter
who simply announces I farted!


(This was written for Poets United Thursday Think Tank: Theme - Something Stinks.)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Life as It Is



Life as It Is


I adapt to what life presents me
but I'd lie if I said I had the key.

I try not to glide through life,
but rather strive to soar.

I do the best I can, I think, but
perhaps I could do more.

(This was written for Three Word WednesdayThe words were "lie, glide, adapt.")

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Sunday Drives


Sunday Drives


I remember those summer Sunday drives
no air-conditioning in the fifty-seven Ford.

Dad driving, mom his trusty navigator,
sister, aunt, and me sandwiched in back.

Windows open to dust and fresh air,
everyone's hair blowing in the breeze.

Cooler with sandwiches and beverages
waiting patiently in the hot trunk.

We didn't go far in those days,
not much time, even less money,

but it didn't really matter, as we
enjoyed the thrill of journey.

A picnic and walk at Point Beach Park,
a visit to the fish hatchery at Wild Rose.

A yearly look and marvel at Keshena Falls,
an afternoon of cotton candy at Seymour Fair.

And no matter what else, we always knew
we'd stop at Dairy Queen on the way home.

I remember those summer Sunday drives.
Weren't they only yesterday?

(This was written for  Magpie Tales and is based on the above picture. Pardon my bit of childhood nostalgia.  Life was so much 'simpler' then. It was also submitted to Open Link night over at dVerse.)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Time to Say Good-bye



Time to Say Good-bye

Time to say good-bye forever
to the woman who claimed to be friend,
yet deserted me in my darkest hours
when I needed kindness, understanding most.

I realize I was duped, the word friend
an empty platitude, a cheap lie
for which I fell, gullible, though
I never thought the word applied to me.

I trusted, cared, thought I knew her.
We shared so many good times.
All past now. I still hurt, but am wiser.
It is her loss of integrity, not mine.

(This poem is based on truth and a situation that happened recently.  I don't take friendship lightly.  It is hard to realize I was duped....when I really HAD believed.  This poem was written for Carry on Tuesday The prompt was "time to say good-bye."  I thank them for that, as the poem was catharsis, something I needed today.)




Sunday, August 21, 2011

Texture



Texture

I reach out to touch
with my fingers, mind,
all that is smooth
prickly, soft, sharp,
slippery, rough, uneven.
Many different facets,
life must be embraced.

Life is changeable,
textures shift as
situations change.
We have to embrace
what is to abide.
There is no alternative
if we wish to survive.

(This poem was written in response to the    dVerse   prompt:  Textures.)

Desperation



Desperation

Spin the bottle on granite floor,
cheap saloon, cheap booze,
low ceiling, low light, low life.

Cigarette ash clouds choke
those who slouch in desperation,
reek of stale spirits and sweat,
wasted by their alcohol god.

Together they huddle hopeless,
raise their glasses to a revolution
they're unwilling to achieve.
Cheers to you.  To you!

Spin the bottle again, night is young.
Who's next to seek reprieve, be cleansed,
if only for a moment by the stranger savior,
(the phantom looms at the door)
if nothing else, a screw? You?

(This was written for The Sunday Whirl, where today's words were desperation, granite, slouch, screw, ash, light, wasted, revolution, cleansed, spin, cheap, stranger.  I used all of them. )

Friday, August 19, 2011

Silence


Silence

I am surrounded by silence.
Not that I mind, you know.
Silence is peaceful,
allows me to ponder,
is salve for my soul

Ideas form in silence,
in silence I dream,
remember other times,
in silence I laugh,
in silence I cry.

In silence I replenish,
fill myself once more,
invigorate life anew
forget past offenses.
In silence I renew.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Six Short Poems




The Door

The door swings open
the door swings shut
same door has so many options

sometimes I feel
I am inside the door
trapped swinging


Mine and Not Mine

Hard to know sometimes
the difference between
mine and not mine

My children? Are they
mine now that they are grown?
Were they ever...... really?

Most often I conclude that
mine only exists inside
my mind, as long as I have it.


The Art of the Possible

What really is possible
I sometimes wonder and
how does it become so.

Is possible simply luck
or is possible attained
through toil and sweat

Who is to be given credit
for possible, who blamed
for impossible? Enigma.


Without People

Without people
would there be meaning?
Without meaning,
would people be necessary?


Full Circle

Often I find I end where I begin
still have questions without answers
continue to go round and round
attempt to figure it all out.
Full circle doesn't always end
but pretends to find a solution.
no beginning, and no end.


Confession of a Ghost

I have tried to haunt you for years,
but you haven't noticed. Did you not
feel my warm presence next to you
as you slept last night? You did

not hear me cry, thought it was
only the wind. I am so close, yet so far.
My voice is loud to me, but you're deaf to it.
Don't you know that I love you?

These poems were all inspired by poet Stuart Dischell  (his book - Dig Safe) titles.

An Eye for An Eye



An Eye for An Eye

An eye for an eyeaccomplishes nothing good.
One bad deed returned in kind
only multiplies bad feelings
and causes more ill will.
I prefer to follow instead
to embrace Let go and let God,
to allow Him to judge,
to decide another's fate.

This was written for Carry On Tuesday, where the prompt was "An eye for an eye...."

R


R

Restless (on occasion)
Reclusive (sometimes)
Reasonable (I think)
Rebel (but silently most of the time)

Redundant (never)
Refined (if I have to be)
Religious (with doubts)
Reserved (another word for shy)

Risk taker (no way)
Responsible (to a fault)
Rich (in experiences)
Rational (indeed)

Romantic (there was a time)
Raunchy (in my dreams)
Reflective (is my middle name)
Ramble (who me?)

This poem was written for  Poets United, where the challenge was to use the third letter of your first name.  For me, that is an "R."

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Mute



Mute

Often I am mute,
cannot express what I feel.
I gasp in short breaths,
hope to express
all my viable thoughts,
but alas I fall short.
Few really know me.

(This was written for  http://www.threewordwednesday.com/The words to be used were gasp, mute, and viable.)

Evening



Evening

It is evening.
Everything to be accomplished  has been done
or will wait until tomorrow.
Evening brings relaxation, quiet, solitude,
my time to do whatever I want.
I choose to write poetry or emails,
 walk dogs,  play mindless games, watch TV.
Evening is my special time to be.

Written for Poetry Jam.  The prompt was :  Evening.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Urban By Day



Urban By Day

I used to like to go downtown
hit the bars, enjoy the discos,
dark and smokey, strobe lights.
Do you want to dance? It was
exciting, fun on a Friday night.

Somehow it didn't seem dangerous.
Maybe it was then, I can't say.
But now I steer clear, too many crazies,
drugs, people with guns, shootings.
It wouldn't be worth it to me.

I will go downtown in the daytime,
high-tail it out before night.
Maybe my fears are irrational,
but I watch the news. Urban by day,
suburban by night, suits me fine.

(This poem was written for dVerse which encouraged us to go 'urban' with our poetry.)

Torment



Torment

Stillness is not sacred.
in the nether worlds where
sporadic seditious subterfuge
is enmeshed, but not stigma.

Demons of darkness rage,
pledge demolition, hinder reprieve,
as tremors tread treason,
crack plaster of anything sane.

Tufts of trickery rampage,
doubters disbelieve no more,
hell is no childish illusion.
Eternally trapped now, too late.

(Written using all the words from The Sunday Whirl tremor, enmesh, tuft, seditious, tread, pledge, sporadic, stigma, sacred, plaster, hinder, nether)

Monday, August 8, 2011

Summer Love


Summer Love

 
Night is late
summer is hot.
hearts throb
on front porches.

Lovers stand
under the moon
speaking words
never spoken before.

There is only today,
no tomorrow, and
may this be the
beginning of forever,

(This poem was written for  Magpie Tales 77.)

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Prophets in our Midst


Prophets in Our Midst

Unheralded, unobtrusive, prophets walk among us,
their ethereal essence illuminated by morning sun,
their messages scrolled in the rusty wisps of clouds.
articulated by the tender rustle of forest leaves.

Scars are covered by silk, torments erased.
Revelations cast crawling shadows on cement,
while their notes billow in the mountain stream
before they're swept away, imperceptible once more.


(This poem was written in response to Wordle 16 - The Sunday WhirlThe words to use were torments, swept, tender, notes, walk, prophets, crawling, cement, sun, morning, scars, rusty.)

Saturday, August 6, 2011

If I Should Die

If I Should Die

If I should die, think only this of me
that I lived  the best I could,
that I loved you, never wanted more
than to be with you each day,
that I tried to live an honest, authentic life
as that is all I knew. If I should die,
know that I will die a better person
for knowing you.

Moving On



Moving On

Alone in the present,
trapped between past and future,
I roll my hoop down the lonely street
try to find my place.
My shadow follows me
conveys past along.

A foreboding shadow looms ahead,
friend or foe I know not.
I must keep going
as the present is temporal,
the past is fixed,
and I must discover
what future brings

(This poem was written for the prompt over at dVerseIt was inspired by a painting of Giorgio de Chirco, a Greco - Italian painter.  The painting is called Mystery and Melancholy of a Street.)

Friday, August 5, 2011

Six Short Poems

Letting Go  #1
 
I let go of expectations
disappointment not possible
better that way


Letting Go #2

I will never let go of memories
stories or photographs.
I will never let go of love


The Feisty One

She was always the feisty one
loved color and dangling jewelry
red lipstick. She wore her hat cocked
elegant, bold. She left her mark.


Acceptance

Acceptance is necessary
not easy but necessary
so we can go on
even though sometimes
we question why.


Juggler

I am a juggler of time
time for this, time for that,
time for so many things
but seldom am I able
to juggle time well enough
to give ample time for me.


Murmurs

Murmurs in the corner
I wonder what they say
maybe I don't want to know
they are not smiling.

(These six very short poems were written in response to challenges given by my writing group.)

Pig Fair


Pig Fair

Early summer Saturdays
before the heat of midday
we journeyed to the weekly pig fair
to delight in its sights sounds smells
tastes and wonderful things to buy

Crisp head lettuce
large juicy tomatoes
carrots with their greens
fresh cucumbers and zucchini
potatoes by the pound
used tools and toys
hand-crafted pillows
useless gadgets and games
hot dogs and soggy pastries
chickens in wire cages
puppies and kittens in boxes
and yes! there were pigs.

Farmers in muddy overalls
marketed from open trucks
wobbly tables and dirty crates
weighed and bagged their harvest
asking how many pounds d’ya want?
and do ya have your own bag?
ok see ya next week okay?

Saturday after summer Saturday
month after month year after year
time was measured in pig fair days
one year sister and I sold painted rocks
from our set up card table
successful merchants for a day
under the scorching sun and then
I turned away for only an instant
blinked my eyes looked back
and pig fair had faded from view
and yes! there were pigs.

(This poem is shared for Poets United Thursday Think Tank where the theme is "market days."  In my hometown, when I grew up, the weekly Farmers' Market was called by everyone the Pig Fair.  Thus, my poem.)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Summer



Summer

Summer again ends too soon
and I wonder
how many more summers I will see.

I try to enjoy just this one summer
as every other summer before
though more and more I am aware

time is running out
my summers are numbered
that this summer, such as it is,

is the best it will ever be
I am mortal, things can change,
things will change sometime soon.

(This poem was written for Magpie Tales,)

Elegy


Elegy

If I had to do it again
knowing I'd lose you
I'd do it anyway
live every day
with you at my side

        but

I'd buy more roses
eat more pizza
sing more songs
write more poems
take more pictures
to remember you.

For D. - July, 1948 - July, 2011

(This poem was written for  Poetry Jam.  The prompt this week was to write an 'elegy.')

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

If We Hide Our Faces


If We Hide our Faces

If we hide our faces
we obscure ourselves from view
prevent others from knowing us
and what do we think we gain?

It is better to stare life in the eye
proclaim who it is we are
rather than present an illusion
which no one will believe.

Those who hide their faces
deceive no one but themselves.
Everyone sees what is hidden
beneath their fractured facade.

The person who hides her face is a fool.

Tomorrow



Tomorrow

We can't relive yesterday,
nor can we relive today,
but we can look forward, realize
tomorrow is another day.

We can't rewrite the past,
we can't redo today.
We can only look ahead,
plan tomorrow in the best way.

Life is never long enough,
we must make good use of time
until our life is behind us and
all we have is  yesterday.


Written for Carry On Tuesday.  Prompt is:  "After all, tomorrow is another day."