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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Burial Rites




Burial Rites

Grab the shovel,
dig deep to bury loss;
then grab the yarn,
cast off stitches into the wind
and watch the strands drift away,
smokey specters of unknit sweaters
and shades of old friends you expected
to be there forever, but instead they
slunk away with dirt on their hands
after presenting you with an over-ripe plum
which you inter  with their loss.

This was written for  The Sunday Whirl   where we were challenged to use these words in a poem:  loss, shovel,  friends, expected, stop, plum, letters, drift, sweaters, wind, stitches, and yarn.


Tomorrow



Tomorrow

Tonight is yet today, we await tomorrow,
anticipate as the second hand moves,
at first slow, then fast, faster, FASTER,
each tick LOUDER than the one before.

And when we turn eyes to sky we see
the white Winged Horse make his way
toward a new day, laden with his gifts:
hope, happiness, faith, and rebirth.

Near midnight we drink fine champagne,
celebrate the gifts of Bacchus, toast
Janus who sees both past and future:
Out with the old, in with the new.

As we prepare for the birth of a new year,
make resolutions, adorn our new white robes,
in the cloudless sky we view weary Father Time
with bouncing Baby New Year close behind.

A spectacle of fireworks ignites the clear sky.
They are kin to the blaze of yule log in hearth;
the tick of the clock grows louder, we ooh, aah,
as the crystal ball drops in Times Square at last.

We cheer loud, LOUDER, ring bells,
light sparklers, throw firecrackers,
toast again: To you, to you, to all.
At last we have arrived at TOMORROW.

For dVerse Poetics - Endings & Beginnings.  

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Two Poems Written for Real Toads

I am Janus

I am Janus, looking forward and back,
trapped in glass, unable to move.
I see what is behind, what is ahead,
can feel in my heart what is now,
but if I try to speak no one can hear,

I try to scream, but no one can hear;
glass holds all my sounds, screams.
I try to flail my arms and pound as
I recognize the terror of my prison,
neither in past, present, or future.

I am immobile not by my own will.
I cannot escape my fate, will never.
I am Janus, looking forward and back.
I ask God to help me, He is silent
though in my mind
                  I pound,
                        scream,
                                 pound.

Bells

Where are the bells? Bring them on,
the ones that will ring out the death
of the one I so loved.  I want to
ring out sadness, ring out fear,
ring out lonely, ring out this year.

God, I put it in your hands.
Place my hands on bells.
Then help me ring them, God.
Help me believe as I ring,
as I ring and ring and ring.

These two poems were written for a prompt for Imaginary Gardens With Real Toads.  I provided the prompt.  You can check the above link; but the basic idea was to write about BELLS and/or to write about Janus, the God with two faces who looks both ahead and back.

I would also like to thank Ella of "Imaginary Gardens With Real Toads" for her interview of me.  If you didn't see this and would like to, here it is.my interview by Ella..

New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve

New Years Eve is almost here,
I guess I'll try to feign some cheer.

New Year's Eve is knocking on my door,
seems only yesterday he knocked before.

I'll let him in again when he comes to call,
though I wish I could convince him to stall.

I'm never ready for this yearly dance,
wish he'd just leave me alone perchance

Time to crack open that bottle of wine
and to make a toast to Auld Lang Syne.

Happy New Years to each of you at dVerse, where Gay Reiser Cannon challenged usForm for All: Couplets for the New Year) us to write couplets of one kind or another.  I just had a little bit of fun with the prompt.  Nothing too heavy, formal, or serious.       Raising my glass (now that the above bottle of wine is open) to each of you!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

New Years Eve

I see you there on the other side of the room;
you stand by yourself, try to look comfortable
as you take hors d'oeuvres
one by one, speak to no one.

I see through your facade. Your smile is fixed
as you select yet one more glass of champagne.
You glance at your watch as if to wonder how long

you will have to smile, to stay before you escape.
I doubt you wanted to be alone on New Years,
so you accepted this invitation, as did I;

but I identify with your aloneness with people about.
I listen to the laughter, hear the hum of voices.
Neither the laughter nor voices are mine or yours;

and I think I should talk to you there
on the other side of the room, but before
I can get up my courage you are gone.

I am sharing this on the Wednesday Challenge on Real Toads.  "Today's challenge consists of spending some time out (in a cafĂ©, in a park...) or at the window (if you have a view) and observing a person. Describe him/her. Try to imagine the story behind that person. Build a narrative poem around him/her. Either that or write your person a letter poem. "   This fictional 'observation' is the closest I could come."

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Finding Future



Finding Future

Future decreases with age;
thus now I think future is
two or three years ahead.
I cannot plan for more.

I can hope, as you can;
but hope is only a dream.
I can foresee  decades,
but I may die tomorrow.

Heart attack, stroke, cancer,
stray bullet, drunk driver,
a fall down a flight of stairs,
wrong time, place: Dead.

Death is the future for all.
We must prepare for that.
Are you ready? Am I?
I think not. I ignore, do you?

Some days I believe I'll  beat odds,
will live to dance at one hundred ten,
my mind will be sharp, body taut,
I believe, I believe. (I want to.) Ha.

I often suspect I hear Death laughing
Death will have the final say, always wins.
The roll of the die is my future,
but I wonder who's in charge of the roll.

This poem was written for two  promptsdVerse Open Link Night, Week 24 and  Theme Thursday this week where the prompt is "Future."

Monday, December 26, 2011

Any Dream Will Do



Any Dream Will Do

I am in search of a dream;
any dream will do.
If you are a dream
in search of me,
please let me find you.

I am in search of a dream
and need a flash of light.
I spin in space,
look for my place.
Dream, come into sight.

I am in search of a dream
to replace the dream I lost.
Life is not fair,
often brings despair;
messages are crossed.

I am in search of a dream;
any dream will do.
I implore you, dream,
as I search my soul,
please give me a clue.

I am in search of a dream
any dream will do.
if you are a dream
in search of me,
please let me find you.

For inspiration ,I chose  Any Dream Will Do: Joseph and His Multicolored DreamcoatOn You-Tube.

Submitted to  Imaginary Gardens with Real Toads Monday Open Link Monday.
Primary inspiration was Dani's prompt on   Poetry Jam: Find a line or two from a song which could  be found on You-Tube and to write to that.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas Eve


Christmas Eve

On this quiet Christmas Eve
I sit in solitude and reflection
think of so many Christmases
from most recent to distant past.

Joys and sorrows swirl before me
so many Christmas memories,
so many people, some have gone,
my mind can hardly contain them.

Extreme happiness one year,
excrutiating sadness another.
Life is unpredictable, I replay all
as I wonder where go the years.

Many loved  who once shared Christmas
will not be seated at  tomorrow's table.
Their lives past tense, their books of life
closed, and only their  memories remain.

But it all started with the birth of a Baby
to Mary in Bethelehem many years ago.
Jesus is the reason this date matters at all,
why I reminisce on this quiet Christmas Eve.

Posted for dVerse Christmas.           Merry Christmas, Everyone!

Friday, December 23, 2011

Memory

Memory
I must say I no longer have a belief in ecstasy,
but maybe negation is a function of experience
or, I hate to admit it, maybe a certain age.

I used to think festive meant appearing in finery
but now festive is wearing something not rumpled.
Neat and clean is good, finery now only  memory.

This was written for 3WW where the words were belief, festive, and rumpled; and also for  Imaginary Gardens with Real Toads, where the prompt was ecstasy.  I am so very exhausted tonight.  I will visit each of your poems on tomorrow.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happiness or Sadness



Granddaughter with 'mannequin family' at Macy's

Happiness or Sadness

Happiness or sadness
the distance is small;
barely imperceptible
sometimes in fact.

 
Today Granddaughter and I visited a mall,
a place I normally wouldn't choose to visit
two days before Christmas with crowds;
and there we looked at exquisite things.

Sometimes I found myself seeing
something She would have enjoyed,
decorative things She would have chosen.
She had impeccable taste... in everything.

The crowds didn't matter; we were alone,
made our own fun, and I was amazed
how much one so young saw the beauty of things,
appreciated style beyond her four years.

Granddaughter and I oohed and ahhed
over outfits She would have chosen,
and we spoke Her name, and I smiled,
though had to choke back the tears.

As granddaughter held my hand
she said she loved me, and I laughed
as I photographed her with mannequins
she named as members of family.

She named one of them Diane,
as she too still remembers,
and I savored the priceless moment,
smiled sadness into joy, tears at bay.

Happiness or sadness
the distance is small;
barely imperceptible
sometimes in fact.

This was written in response to Victoria's prompt at dVerseMeeting the Bar: Contrasts.  I realized this afternoon that there was so little difference, so little contrast, between happiness and sadness..  These two emotions can be so closely linked, at least as I experienced them today. 

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Aubade




Aubade

Morning, I greet you with open arms;
there is nothing to do but to embrace
the wonder that arrives anew each day.

You often seem to appear too early,
in winter arrive even before coming of light
but that doesn't make your coming less dear.

I leave the warmth of covers, stick my feet
out first into the chill of early morning air
and the rest of me shivers, slowly follows.

Morning, you are a very good friend,
I embrace the gift of yet one more sunrise.
and salute all that you will bring today.

An aubade is a song or poem greeting the dawn.  This aubade was written for Imaginary Garden with Real Toads.  There the prompt was to write an aubadeIt was also written for Theme Thursday where the prompt was:  GIFT.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Solitary Candle




Solitary Candle

Alone,
                  (but aren't we always all alone?)
end of another year.
Book of 2011 shelved
with all other books
that line my bookcase.

Shelves, years, books,
almost more than I can count.
Some bindings faded now.
Where did the years go?
         (How did I lose count?)

I plan to reread the books
some day, some year;
but not this day, this year,
                 (Perhaps I should be honest:  I never will).

Today I stand on the crossroads
between today and tomorrow,
between this year and next year
between life and death.
             (I'm really not afraid, I tell myself.)


My solitary candle still burns bright.
The flame, how it dances, plays,
invites, taunts, and reminds me,
lures me where I don't want to go.
    (Uncertain future, how much time?)

How many more books will there be?
One, five, ten, more? Years, how many?
My candle is shorter now, as is my life.
If I extinguish the flame now,
what will it mean?
     (What does my life  mean?
         How long is your candle?)


This is shared with dVerse Open Link Night #23 (the place to be on a Tuesday), also with Carry on Tuesday (I usually love the prompts over there)where the challenge was 'standing at the crossroads' and also is written for the prompt 'Solitary' for Poetry Jam.  If you haven't checked Poetry Jam lately, I hope you will.  We are trying to come up with some interesting prompts!  This is MY prompt this week, so I hope others enjoy it too.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Letter to Self



Letter to Self

Self, I wish you well this season;
don't stress out, there is no reason;
worry will not help anyone.
Just celebrate with class,
sabotage would be real treason,
holiday will soon pass.

Tie the ribbons, ring the bells,
bake the cookies, savor the smells
enjoy children's spirited yells.
Santa comes, quickly goes
back to the North Pole where he dwells,
and we'll be left with snow.

Enjoy this Christmas as you will,
life passes fast, no codicil.
Remember to try to instill
delight in those you know.
When frazzled, remember to chill;
laugh and go with the flow.


This was written for Kerry's mini-challenge  at Imaginary Gardens with Real Toads. We were to write a Robert Burns stanza (or two or three), which uses this form:


x x x x x x x a
x x x x x x x a
x x x x x x x a
x x x x x b
x x x x x x x a
x x x x x b


And she suggested we possibly work it into an 'epistle' or letter. I decided to write a letter to "Self" this season of the year.

The Politician States...


The Politician States....

Next year, be heartened.
The game will begin anew;
we on earth will have
yet one more chance
to redeem ourselves,
to move beyond trouble
that we did nothing to deserve.

With luck and perseverance,
we will not lag behind,
but will forge ahead.

Positive will happen,
and we will fly high
in the face of adversity;
and the average citizen,
will dress in purple,
and unicorns will fly.

You'll see.
I promise.
Trust me.


This was written for  The Sunday Whirl.  Brenda provided us with these words:  happen, game, lag, luck, year, dream, states, trouble, citizen, purple, fly, earth.     I used all of them.  I entitled the poem "The Politician States...," but I think I could also have titled it "Tis the Season."  And a long, long season it is going to be.  Sigh.     I have also linked this to Poets United Poetry Pantry.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

No Umbrella



No Umbrella

She never carried an umbrella,
didn't believe in them.
Rain would run down her face;
she didn't care, she looked up,
always looked up, face to future.

She believed if she shared her fear
with someone of the worst thing
that could happen, it wouldn't;
sometimes she was right, safe,
but the last time she was wrong.

So today I try to imagine her again
once more as I remember her.
I see her now in bright red dress,
barefoot (loves bare feet), smiling,
forever safe, on cobblestones of heaven.

(This poem was written for dVerse PoetsOver there Brian is sharing some works by Tera Zajack for inspiration.  The above painting is one of them.  Some of you, who know me well, will know why, and that this poem is all true.)

Friday, December 16, 2011

Letter from Mary to God



Letter from Mary to God

Dear God,

Just the other day your angel Gabriel came to me.
I'd never seen an angel before, so this startled me;

He greeted me, told me his name, called me Favored One
and said the Lord was with me. That must be you, God,

as I don't know any other Lord. He told me not to fear,
but I was more afraid than ever before in my life.

Then Gabriel continued, said I was going to conceive.
Your Son, God. But I'm only a teen-ager,

betrothed to Joseph, so how would it look
if suddenly before I married I was with child?

I would humiliate my parents, Joseph may not marry me,
and there I would be in the world alone pregnant.

Then the angel explained that the Holy Spirit will come,
and the power of the Most High will overshadow me,

and that is how I would become with child.
I'm really not sure that I can handle that, Lord.

I'm not that confident, I'm just a small town girl;
and this sounds like something so very big.

Gabriel said that this child would be the Son of God,
and while Gabriel was there I was kind of honored,

so I said to him Here am I, the servant of the Lord,
let it be with me according to your word. I was awed.

But God, since Gabriel left I've done a bit more thinking.
Why me, Lord? Can I pass on the honor to someone else?

I'd rather just fade into obscurity like most women of my day.
I don't know that I have the courage to be mother to Your Son.

God, I hope you read my words. Can you look for someone else?
Why me, God? I think I'd rather just be ordinary, not chosen.

God, if you have an answer, please send it with Gabriel.
I will be waiting. I'm honored, but, please can I say no?

Kerry's Wednesday Challenge over at Imaginary Garden With Real Toads was for us to write an 'epistle.'  She said we should 'choose a character or characters from literary history: a fictional character or the person of a poet, author or artist, and write a poem in letter form (or a letter in poem form).'


Well, I am a bit late with this; but today I came up with an idea.  This week at my church Bible study we discussed Luke 1:26 - 38.  These verses deal with the time when the angel Gabriel appeared to young Mary and told her that she had found favor with God and that she would conceive the Son of God.  We had an interesting discussion.  It was wondered if Mary had a choice or not.( I said no, that Mary had NO choice.) Some people thought yes.  Anyway, my epistle is a letter from Mary to God, a fictional Mary who had second thoughts (which the real Mary didn't) after she gives a little more thought to what the angel Gabriel has asked of her.

I really wondered what I would do if I were visited by an angel and were presented with a task ordained by God.  Balk or accept.  I also realize I probably have choices every day.

I have also linked this to Poets United Poetry Pantry.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Santa Claus


Santa Claus

There is a man named Santa Claus
who visits once a year.
Only those who believe in him
will he fill with good cheer.

He lives in the far north somewhere,
so the old legend goes;
though Google Earth cannot prove it
we know Santa lives in cold.

Old Santa has lived forever,
he's ageless as the moon.
His goal to make others happy
is fulfilled yearly and quite soon.

So if you believe in Santa,
no matter what your age,
you will be rewarded greatly,
your name on Santa's page.

I do believe in Santa Claus;
he lives within my heart.
His spirit brings me happiness
as happiness I do impart.

Each of us is Santa Claus;
we give in our own way,
so please don't doubt his kind essence
when you meet him today.

OK, I admit this is a more frivolous poem than I usually write.  C'est la vie.  It is nearly Christmas.  dVerse challenged us to write a ballad, carol, or lullabye.  I chose a ballad (though it does not have a refrain).  Poets United Thursday Think Tank challenged us to write something new.  This is indeed new, written today.  I'm most often into serious. This isn't serious.  But I don't think anyone is ever too old to embrace Santa and what he stands for.

I would also like to mention that I am now an administrator over at Poetry Jam. I hope some of you will also check this site out. The prompt this week is "Occupy," if that resonates with any of you! I'd love to see YOU there.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Occupy



Even when I am immobile,
I occupy my body and mind.
For better or  for worse,
I'm not the protesting kind.

I may not be perfect,
but my heart feels quite right;
I don't seek retribution,
and never try to incite.

I am not into protests,
haven't been since college years.
I believe in ballot power,
vote out supporters of profiteers.

Everyone can't be happy,
there is no denying that;
but to solve by occupying
just seems to leave me flat.

Only I occupy my body,
and things in proximity are mine.
I try to be a good person,
but at protest draw the line.

The next election is around the corner,
voting is the way to go.
Percent can be determined then,
but then again, what do I know?


This poem was written in response to two sites: (1)  Poetry Jam had the prompt:  Occupy this.  I hope those of you who have not checked out Poetry Jam will do so, as I am now one of the administrators of that site, and so excited about that; and we are hoping for greater participation.  Please visit it.  We have some really talented poets who post there.  (2) Three Word Wednesday, another fine site I try to participate in when I can.  The words provided this week were:  retribution, immobile, and proximity.  

Whatever anyone else believes in this regard is fine with me.  And truly I do not try to change anyone else's beliefs or how they work to attain their goals.  My truth, however, is I prefer change to come about through elections. Voting someone in, voting someone out!  That is the strongest tool we have.   I did march ONCE, however, when I was in college.  Against the Vietnam War.  It was a heady experience, I must admit.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

The Movie


The Movie

She stands in the rear of the theater
watches the movie slowly unroll
one frAMe, then another, anOTHER,
all wound on the out-of-sight reel.

But she knows it's individual frames
all solitary frAMes, like her life,
and she feels the click-click frames.
click-click moments not connected,

as if her movie, her life, is slow motion
clicking along,  tricking eyes, piercing ears,
and then she feels her mouth open slowly,
and she is powerless to suppress it.

She views each indivIdual frAMe,
until her mouth is open wide
and out of her lungs, throat, mOUTh
erupts a scream, a deafening screAM,

and the SCREAM goes on and on
as if the reel is stuck (and it is)
and she cannot stop screAMing
until the authorities lead her away.

This was written for Margo Roby's Tuesday Tryouts  (we again had a few Edward Hopper paintings to write from) and also is submitted for  dVerse Poets Open Link Tuesday.   This is a 'work in progress,' and I will probably play with it during the week!

Ten Short Poems



If I could Light One Candle

If I could light one candle, I'd light it for you
so I'd feel your presence one more time;
but alas I am not one who lights candles
or performs rituals; but if I did, I would.


Rhythm

There's a certain rhythm to life
even when surrounded by strife
we may not see it though
amidst the ebb and flow
but later when we look back
we'll see a familiar track
the tide goes in, then tide goes out
a flood will sometimes follow drought
when troubles and sadness are rife
remember the rhythm of life.


Solitary Coffee Cup

Solitary Coffee cup,
lonely but strong
like the beverage brewed.
It remembers
but does not cry.


Midnight Butterflies

Midnight butterflies
flutter in my dreams
impart their wisdom
with their beating wings.
Steady, silent beauty.


Dragon

Fantasy creature
personification of danger
with breath of fire,
you do not scare me.
I have encountered
monsters more fearsome
than you.

Note to Self

Remember not to take
yourself too seriously.
Try to talk to someone
besides a four-year-old
in person every day.
Write poems that matter.
Think before you speak.
Speak less than you listen.
Know that today could be
your last day of life.
Live life knowing that.


Light

In church today the minister said
Jesus is the light of the world
and also that hundred watt light bulbs
will be phased out January first.
I will stock up on them tomorrow.



Running

Running is something
you won't see me do.
But I'll walk fast,
my dog at my side,
both enjoying the view.


Relatives

Relatives, I have few,
and most I have I seldom see.
I can't regret what isn't.
Just the way it is, c'est la vie.


If I Ever

If I ever forget to tell you
that you are important to me,
please tell me bluntly.
The slight was unintentional.


Ring

Ring the bell for all to hear,
call people from far and wide.
It is soon the day of Jesus' birth,
the star will be your guide.

(These short poems were written in response to writing challenges presented by members of my writing group this month.  I decided to blog them all in one post.  If you are visiting, do you have a favorite?)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Justice



Justice

Damn the storm
and the quicksand,
lifeboat out of reach.

No one else on this island,
bank notes safely stashed
where no one can find.

Tide is coming in,
along with wind and rain,
and I'll die a slow death

unable to reach refuge:
Sustenance for sharks.
Justice.

Written for Magpie Tales #95 in response to the above picture.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Fabric of Life



Fabric of Life

She gathered together fabric of life,
decades of material spread about her feet
decades of her clothing preserved in boxes
neatly folded, saved for another day.

She gathered them with love,
collected them with memories,
memories of who, of when, where.
Sometimes she smiled, often cried.

Denim, cotton, linen, wool,
striped, plain, plaid, patterned.
Some well worn, some like new,
and oh there was beautiful soft silk.

With her ruler she measured,
and with her scissors she cut
squares, each one the same size,
and with her needle she sewed.

She stitched her life together,
one square at a time, piece by piece
until she transformed life into quilt
which would stand the test of time.

Memory after memory sewn into patterns,
memories which only she would knew, but
the patterns she knew would outlive her,
and she would be satisfied with that.

The quilt became her purpose, her life, her love,
and when it was completed it held her essence,
all of her in its patchworks, a lifetime
of experiences, people, and dreams.

This poem was written and submitted to the "Fabric of our Lives" prompt at dVerse.

Enroute



Enroute

Caught between departure and arrival,
the scenery of my life flies by:
passing all the familiar
as if beneath a foreign sky.

I wave out the window
at those who stand and wait.
Does anyone see me?
No one waves back from the gate.

I ask the conductor
the final destination of the train.
He doesn't nod in my direction,
the train rumbles on again.

Different scenery to view now,
it's unfamilar, shadowy, stark.
The conductor announces:
End of the line, all disembark.

I detrain at last, realize now
I am the only passenger,
and now that I have arrived
no one else at all is here.

Written for Imaginary Gardens with Real Toads where the theme was "arrivals and departures."  I chose to write 'enroute.'  We all ARE, aren't we?

Friday, December 9, 2011

Chop Suey


Chop Suey

Conversation in a Chinese restaurant:
Are anyone's youthful dreams fulfilled?
Two women, once friends, meet again.

Much awkward silence, passing of time,
what to reveal, and what to hide:
How is the weather where you live?

Life doesn't turn out as one plans.
They both had dreams, speakable then.
How is the chop suey here? More tea?

Sometimes it just isn't worth it.
Disappointments unspeakable now:
You haven't changed at all. Have I?

This poem was written for Margo Roby's Tuesday Tryouts.  Margo provided a few Hopper paintings and had us select one of them and choose one of them for inspiration.  I chose the painting entitled "Chop Suey" (which you see above). Thank you, Margo, for the interesting prompt!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

City



City

I no longer visit my city by night,
and parts I won't visit by day.
These are different times;
drugs and guns all too prevalent

I used to be critical of suburbanites
who said they never ventured down.
No longer critical, I understand.
I love the city, but prefer daytime

Maybe because I am older, less naive,
no longer think myself invincible,
risks are no longer worth it to me,
and I no longer crave city excitement.

Museums, art galleries, restaurants
so much the city has to offer
but the weaponed gangs scare me,
Call me foolish, over-reacting, if you will.

I no longer visit my city by night,
and parts I won't visit by day.
These are different times;
drugs and guns all too prevalent.

This poem was written for Poets United Thursday Think Tank, where the prompt was: The City.

Trail Mix Words



Trail Mix Words

I could not keep my mouth shut.
I know better most of the time,
but still things upset me, and
irritation catches me unaware.
This time it was trail mix.
No one there needed this.

I don't mention Wonder Bread,
though that bothers me more.
Milk goes sour, apples rot.
Trail mix presided supreme
over the coffee table and forced
my uncensored mouth to speak!

So many poor choices
I see them all, wish I didn't,
as it would be easier then.
They sadden me for young ones,
and they anger me for the mother
who can do better, doesn't.

I am powerless to fix it (can we ever?)
but I foresee the progression,
which she won't see until too late.
I teach good nutrition by example,
but it's a losing battle and I worry
trail mix and Wonder Bread will win.

So what good came from  trail mix words?
They created only sadness, a sleepless night.
Sometimes it feels hopeless and futile;
but on my watch they  love fruits,
vegetables, whole grains, milk.
That is all that I can do.

This poem was written for dVerse, where the prompt today was:  "For today’s prompt, I invite you to dip your pen into the ink of emotion, any emotion, and write details that will convey an intense feeling without sentimental gushing."       I am tempted to write an explanation of the above poem, written about a happening of this week, but then again I have decided that my words got me into enough trouble. I will just allow the poem to speak.  Emotion -- predominantly sadness after initial anger.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Gift of Poetry


The Gift of Poetry

I first turned to poetry
when I had words to say
that I did not want to share
with those who did not care;

and for most of my life
I remained a very private poet,
but shared an occasional write
when self-consciousness took flight.

Blogging is another dimension;
my poems are out there now
for anyone who wishes to read,
but all have been kind indeed.

Now I consider poems legacy,
my words, thoughts will live on.
They are the best gift I can give
after I die and while I yet live.

This was written for Imaginary Gardens With Real Toads where the prompt was:  The Gift of Poetry.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Christmas Long Past

(Decorated Christmas Tree -- an example only -- not one from my childhood)

Christmas Long Past

This time of year memories
from my childhood Christmases,
each year pretty much the same
replay again in my mind.

My parents and I shopped
for a real Christmas tree:
a spruce, kept it in the garage
until time was right to decorate.

My dad spent ages positioning
the stubborn tree in its holder
to get its angle perfect, trunk
straight, best side facing front.

Dad was the stringer of lights,
but Mother was boss of lights,
and Dad could not do it well enough
ever to please Mother who watched.

So there were some sparky moments
on the day the tree was put up,
when Joy to the World was absent,
and words lacked Christmas spirit.

Placing the angel was very tricky,
as trees never had the perfect top, so
so the angel leaned one way or another.
Mother in charge of that, Dad silent.

What a feeling of relief when lights were on,
angel was atop. Time to hang ornaments.
My dad called it quits, his tasks finished.
Mother, sister, and I hung them one by one.

Last came the garlands and tinsel.
Mother usually did tinsel. She had
the eye for where to place it, to cover
certain places with branch gaps.

Time to rest then, to turn on lights, savor
the beauty of the tree as it lit up the room.
Time to have milk and cookies. Job done.
Bing Crosby sang White Christmas.

That is as I remember it, same pattern each year,
though each childhood Christmas tree was different,
I remember so much being the same, a movie
repeating itself. Each year I knew what to expect.

And yes, the memories of my Christmases past
really were 'the good old days.' I'd change nothing
except maybe one thing: the year Dad got Mom
an electric can opener instead of something personal!

Written for the 12/ 6  Poetry Jam prompt:  Past and Future.  Linked also to dVerse Open Link Night.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Four Cameos

In Real Toads there was the challenge to write 'cameo poems.'  Cameo poems have this syllabic form:

xx
xxxxx
xxxxxxxx
xxx
xxxxxxxx
xxxxxxx
xx

I wrote four of them tonight just for fun!

Woman

Woman
with hair too black,
fake fur vest and high pointed boots,
bright red lips:
You are no longer twenty-one.
You look like aging hooker
Are you?


My Friend

My friend,
you lost partner too.
You know what it is like to mourn.
I hear you.
You feel his closeness through the dog
both of you shared and loved.
He's there.


Mya

Mya
you are my bright light,
you know much beyond your four years.
I love you;
You teach me so many lessons.
I teach you lessons too,
Perfect.

Tulip

Tulip,
you love to play but
not as much as you love to eat
or to bark.
You don't know you are a small dog.
Your fantasy is big.
Not true.

December Love

Barnacles on a Pier

December Love

When he feels amorous, it appears
as a subtle inkling, not a roar,
laden with possible, impossible.
He genuflects, though not Catholic.
It is, in his mind, the right thing to do.

He has always done the' right' thing.
His life is vanilla, his mission
fulfilled and visible. His words
are inscribed on the piers of steel
crusted with barnacles, as he

is near the ocean, on the precipice
of greatness. It is December,
his life is on a trivet, and perhaps
that is what is most significant.
Will he or will he not act on love?

This poem was written in response to  The Sunday Whirl  where we were challenged by Brenda to use the following words:  amorous, subtle, inkling, laden, genuflect, vanilla, mission, bark, crusted, precipice, December, trivet .  As an extra challenge to myself, I used them in the order they were presented to us in her Friday email!

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Superhero



Superhero

If I could invent a superhero,
there would be so much for her to do:
She'd stop the angry person's words
before he tore his child to shreds;
she'd hold the arms of an abuser
so his wife could escape his grasp.
She'd stick her leg out to trip and stop
the girl about to kick her little dog.

If I could invent a superhero,
there would be much for him to do:
he'd capture the words of the liar,
boomerang them back, cause her to choke.
He'd smash the bottle of the drunk
about to drink one shot too many,
and he'd manage to hide the keys
of the woman too drunk to drive.

If I could invent a superhero,
there would be so much for her to do:
She'd bring comfort and prayers for
the despondent man who lost his wife,
befriend the bullied, inspire confidence
as she stood strong by his side.
She'd impart hope to the downhearted,
the man unemployed for years.

If I could invent a superhero,
there would be much for him to do:
he'd kick the butt of each politician
fighting solely for power for himself.
He'd expose souls of the religious charlatan
who preaches only to acquire wealth for himself.
If I could invent a superhero, I'd invent him
to be a special friend to me and YOU.

This poem was written for Claudia's prompt at dVerserse:  comic books and super heroes!  Thanks, Claudia.  Your prompt inspired me!

"Spent" Limericks

"Spent" Limericks

A fellow whose last dime was spent
made his way to the holy tent.
Never one to be a scoffer,
he reached into the coffer,
nonexistant funds to augment.

A woman whose last dime was spent
pleaded with the government:
Please give me some money;
I deserve it, Honey.
I don't know where earned money went.


These limericks were shared in Mad Kane's Humor Blog, a site I am participating in for the first time!  She shares the first lines, and we are challenged to complete them.  The first lines of both my limericks were given by her.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Tomorrow?

Tomorrow?

Aimless today
depth invasive
I will it away
with restless energy
but it bubbles out
cannot be suppressed
tears surface and flow
for no reason
for many reasons
it doesn't matter
I wonder then what
tomorrow will bring
what I will bring
to tomorrow.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

My Soul Whispers

My  Soul Whispers

My Soul whispers very softly,
if it speaks at all.
I think it tries to be heard,
but then again I'm not sure
if what I hear is an illusion.

Is Soul something humans invent
to give us hope of immortality?
I try to believe in Soul, in God,
in many supernatural things. Faith?
I pray to believe what Soul whispers.

My Soul whispers God is loving,
God honors, loves, hears me.
I pray that voices are real, that
I'm not schizophrenic,hearing voices
of a crazy woman. How to be sure?

Poets United Thursday Think Tank prompt:  My Soul Whispers....