My dad as a boy (third from left - plaid hat)
Memories of Dad
I remember my dad, fingers imbedded with grease,
coming home after a day of work, smelling of oil.
At the dinner table, he didn't talk much as we ate,
unless he thought he had something important to say.
I remember how he washed dishes after we ate,
telling us that was how he'd get his hands clean,
but I know he would have done it anyway.
And, oh how he could tease, sometimes.
I can still picture him standing behind me
when I sat down to watch television, how he
dangled a string from behind, to touch my forehead.
I would think there was a bug crawling and swat it
away, and he would laugh and laugh. I hated it then,
but now am thankful for the memory, and I can still
almost hear him laugh.
I remember the bonfires we would build in fall
to burn all of the leaves we raked. The smell
of burning leaves, my dad standing with a rake,
the acrid scent of smoke imbedded in our clothes,
the black clouds of particles that rose into the air
before they disappeared high in evening sky.
And now he too is gone like the smoke in the air.
It is autumn, and my yard is filled with leaves,
but no one builds bonfires any more. Today
as I look outside my window at the colorful ground
I want to conjure up a bonfire just to see him again!
Written for my prompt "Memory" at What's Going On?